The Ruined Puzzle

But I've hidden a note, it's pressed between pages that you've marked to find your way back. It says, 'does he ever get the girl?' But what if the pages stay pressed, the chapters unfinished, the stories too dull to unfold? Does he ever get the girl?

It comes back.

If it's meant to be


Cause I feel like I'm always waiting for something that isn't there anymore. Something so precious to give up but too exhausting to hang on. I feel like I'm always the one holding out for what's at stake. So don't blame me if it's better for me to stop hoping once a for all. Don't blame me if one day, I start waking up for myself. Start living for myself. Don't blame me if one day.. I forget about you. Cause, being with someone like you is never really easy.

And I need you like a heartbeat.

Have faith in those around you, but most importantly,
always have faith in yourself.

Catastrophe

There's much to tell about. A story about a girl who have hoped against the high waters, went against the heavens, swam across the oceans. A story about love and hope. Pain and Rejections. A story about a girl who has met love and lost it. A catastrophe the never was.

As the water, covers the sea..

I am tired. Yes I am tired everybody gets tired. Tired but happy. Never been more. Why? Cause I have never felt so spiritually happy until now. A lot of hurdles has passed. Some has ruined me to make me better. Some gave me a good beating until I was nothing but a stone at the bottom rock. Some betrayed me, made me think low of myself and nearly killed me. But, the thing is.. all those things/events/people whom I once despised with all my being made me who I am today and I love them for that. All that because of Him. Because, despite everything.. every pain that I have given him, every blame that I have thrown at him, every time that I turned my back on him and every betrayals.. He is there. He will always be bagging with Him His entire being, His undying love.

He loved me even when I was a stranger. He loved me when I was lost. He loved me when I was nothing. He loved me when I was down. He loved me when I am nothing but a body. He loved me when I was nobody. He loved me when I have nothing but me. He loved me when I turned my back on him. He loved me when I was useless. He loved me when I forgot to love. He loved me when He had given me reasons to live. He loved me when He gave me hope to start with. He loved me when He sticked to his promise like nothing else mattered. He loves me cause I am me. He loves me cause He is my father..

He loves me unconditionally.
and no one will love me more than He does.
His name is the immortal love.
♥